creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here





Kalo pas galau, saya ga pernah bosen ngedengerin lagu ini. Apa lagi pas sekarang, ko kayanya nyentil banget yah? Lirik yang saya gedein fontnya, bener-bener kalimat-kalimat yang lagi nguing-nguing di otak saya. Pertanyaan hati saya. Pergolakan batin saya. Sungguh, merasa terasing di tengah keramaian itu bener-bener ngebuat saya merasa seperti orang aneh. Merasa terasing di tengah keramaian itu membuat saya semakain bertanya-tanya, tak pantaskah saya disini??